I just looked at my last post on October 21, 2012. I was supposed to be getting my crap together to lose weight. Yeah, that didn't work out so great. In fact, I've gained a few pounds. Great. When I went to weigh in the other day I was 224. I'm so pissed at myself.
Today I did well. Got my water in, shakes in, and I didn't cheat! Baby steps, baby steps.
Well, speaking of babies, mine is fussing.
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Hello Fat Girl In the Mirror
Yep, I'm talking to myself. I'm fat again. It's been about a year and a half since I have been on here and my how times have a changed.
Background:
I ended up getting down to 186 so about 42 pounds lost. I was probably down a couple of pounds from that too but last summer was crazy busy and we spent a lot of time up north so I didn't go for my weigh-ins.
I celebrated my 40th birthday in August 2011 and I got quite the birthday present....I found in September 2011 that I was pregnant! Crazyyyyy!!! We had such a hard time getting pregnant with my son that I never in a million would have thought I could pregnant without trying.
So, yeah, we welcomed our beautiful little girl Elise in May 2012. She is gorgeous and honestly the most amazing baby ever. I know everything thinks that their baby is the best, but I'm sorry, mine really is the best :) Nah, I kid, you probably have good babies too, mine just happens to be amazing.
She sleeps all night, is so happy, lets her 2 1/2 year old brother beat the crap out of her and doesn't tell on him, although we do try to keep a close eye on him to prevent serious injury from occurring LOL.
So, yep, +1 baby and I've gained almost all my weight back. Totally sucks, but totally worth it.
Now I'm 41 and I'm back at the starting point. I am still doing Medical Weight Loss. They have been good to me. I started about 1 month ago with the shakes but I haven't been as committed as I need to be so I woke up this morning with renewed commitment to ME and MY weightloss!
No more pizza, good -bye wine (I'll miss you!) but you can take your calories and suck it.
I want to be skinny. My original goal remains - 160 lbs. I will post a stats update after I get weighed in tomorrow, but I just did a weigh in last week and I was 220.4. That's only down 8 pounds from my original starting weight in December 2010 so I have some work to do!
My first mini goal is to get to 215. I remember that's when I started feeling like my size 18's didn't fit so tight and once your clothes stop fitting tight, it gives you some incentive (at least for me it does).
I will take a new starting picture too so that I can remember that is how people are seeing me (fat) and also as a comparison when I start losing weight so I can see progress.
Happy Sunday!!
Background:
I ended up getting down to 186 so about 42 pounds lost. I was probably down a couple of pounds from that too but last summer was crazy busy and we spent a lot of time up north so I didn't go for my weigh-ins.
I celebrated my 40th birthday in August 2011 and I got quite the birthday present....I found in September 2011 that I was pregnant! Crazyyyyy!!! We had such a hard time getting pregnant with my son that I never in a million would have thought I could pregnant without trying.
So, yeah, we welcomed our beautiful little girl Elise in May 2012. She is gorgeous and honestly the most amazing baby ever. I know everything thinks that their baby is the best, but I'm sorry, mine really is the best :) Nah, I kid, you probably have good babies too, mine just happens to be amazing.
She sleeps all night, is so happy, lets her 2 1/2 year old brother beat the crap out of her and doesn't tell on him, although we do try to keep a close eye on him to prevent serious injury from occurring LOL.
So, yep, +1 baby and I've gained almost all my weight back. Totally sucks, but totally worth it.
Now I'm 41 and I'm back at the starting point. I am still doing Medical Weight Loss. They have been good to me. I started about 1 month ago with the shakes but I haven't been as committed as I need to be so I woke up this morning with renewed commitment to ME and MY weightloss!
No more pizza, good -bye wine (I'll miss you!) but you can take your calories and suck it.
I want to be skinny. My original goal remains - 160 lbs. I will post a stats update after I get weighed in tomorrow, but I just did a weigh in last week and I was 220.4. That's only down 8 pounds from my original starting weight in December 2010 so I have some work to do!
My first mini goal is to get to 215. I remember that's when I started feeling like my size 18's didn't fit so tight and once your clothes stop fitting tight, it gives you some incentive (at least for me it does).
I will take a new starting picture too so that I can remember that is how people are seeing me (fat) and also as a comparison when I start losing weight so I can see progress.
Happy Sunday!!
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