Yep, I'm talking to myself. I'm fat again. It's been about a year and a half since I have been on here and my how times have a changed.
Background:
I ended up getting down to 186 so about 42 pounds lost. I was probably down a couple of pounds from that too but last summer was crazy busy and we spent a lot of time up north so I didn't go for my weigh-ins.
I celebrated my 40th birthday in August 2011 and I got quite the birthday present....I found in September 2011 that I was pregnant! Crazyyyyy!!! We had such a hard time getting pregnant with my son that I never in a million would have thought I could pregnant without trying.
So, yeah, we welcomed our beautiful little girl Elise in May 2012. She is gorgeous and honestly the most amazing baby ever. I know everything thinks that their baby is the best, but I'm sorry, mine really is the best :) Nah, I kid, you probably have good babies too, mine just happens to be amazing.
She sleeps all night, is so happy, lets her 2 1/2 year old brother beat the crap out of her and doesn't tell on him, although we do try to keep a close eye on him to prevent serious injury from occurring LOL.
So, yep, +1 baby and I've gained almost all my weight back. Totally sucks, but totally worth it.
Now I'm 41 and I'm back at the starting point. I am still doing Medical Weight Loss. They have been good to me. I started about 1 month ago with the shakes but I haven't been as committed as I need to be so I woke up this morning with renewed commitment to ME and MY weightloss!
No more pizza, good -bye wine (I'll miss you!) but you can take your calories and suck it.
I want to be skinny. My original goal remains - 160 lbs. I will post a stats update after I get weighed in tomorrow, but I just did a weigh in last week and I was 220.4. That's only down 8 pounds from my original starting weight in December 2010 so I have some work to do!
My first mini goal is to get to 215. I remember that's when I started feeling like my size 18's didn't fit so tight and once your clothes stop fitting tight, it gives you some incentive (at least for me it does).
I will take a new starting picture too so that I can remember that is how people are seeing me (fat) and also as a comparison when I start losing weight so I can see progress.
Happy Sunday!!
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